Pregnancy.......woes...

Assalamualaikum...


                   This is actually way too early to tell but some heartfelt about something that I shouldn't be sad of...Well some people already asking if I already had "it"?? Well apparently no. I don't have it yet since it's too early and I'm just married for like almost a month now. So we still have time for it In Shaa Allah....Only Allah knows how I feel about all this sayings about pregnancy thingy. Ok so I'm over it (but there's a little tiny heartfelt though). 

 Then came to my surprise that my old school friend (she was married 4 days earlier than I am) got pregnant!! Shocking but yeah =D Alhamdulillah for her she got her rezeki and blessings. As matter of fact I am stunned la jugak. Like 'Eh, You're preggy already?! Wow!! Congrats! =D' but in my heart I really want baby so much (x sabar tol) Menangis2 ku sampai pening kpala ....myb that's why la I sakit kpala....wanna know my pregnancy test + ovulation test result all comes with big disappointment (u know what I mean). Yeah I'm happy for them who got their rezeki early...But as for me, I'm sad and redha with Allah's great rejections. Getting pregnant is no easy job. I'm aware of it. Not at once you're doing it... BOOM you're pregnant already..NOO!! It takes a lot of usaha & big sacrifices to have it :'(...I Still got time no worries ^_^ (dalam hati mmg sedih but what to do) just accept it & go with the flow. Yeah...Just hoped that my time will come to have a baby soon In Shaa Allah. ^_^

Just stay happy & calm...

Being Married

Assalamualaikum.....

 

                    It's been 3 weeks after married and I feel super busier than ever. Kept sleeping late, got sick, easily tired, room is untidy, laundry getting double now, and I'm feeling such in an emotional crisis (sorta). maybe my hormones or something I don't know. Felt so funny until I feel like wanna be single where I used to be before. Like mama says, well not just my mama, most of people says that Marriage is not always a BED FULL OF ROSES. Yeap, absolutely true. Now I get to understand what they meant. It's not always a Happily ever after at all. There's always ups & downs. All couple faces all this and that. But most of all the tiring things and all, I am Happy =). Happy to be married to the guy that I love most. Alhamdulillah for everything that Allah blessed us. Thinking back, WOW! I am MARRIED!! >.< like seriously married already! Hehe...Being married is the most unique feeling you've ever felt. 

 

P.S: I Love my Husband =P